On this lovely Sunday morning, stated as the anniversary day of great grandfather birthday date and also listed the day he died because of an illness...
So this story take back for a 3 years ago...it is some story that i have to get it out of my chest...
Honestly when i was still kid i never know that he was soldier before...because when i was a
kid he never told me any of his war story..all i can remembered he only talked about fishing...
So on day he died when all of my famliy and others relatives in sorrow and sadness..
Suddenly came a mysterious man in army uniforms....first he greetings us all...
then he took a look at my great grandfather corpse..than he took his own and make a call...
At that times we all in curious mood....who is that man..and..does relationship he has with my grandfather....after an hour suddenly came a group of man with army uniforms,then another group
and another group...just to said at that day our house is like an army base...
My uncle tried to ask them who are they and what are they doing here.....but they refused to said a words and the only excused that they can gives are...wait for their commander to come...
As we continues the funeral...untill the very ends..that my great grandfather buried at the cemetery
Then came a man thats about the same age as my granpa..but on a wheel chair...
Believe me at that time of our in a deep shock and full of question...who..why..what..and others thousand question of words...but as we try to asked that who was him.....he already spoken first...
He introduces himself as the right commander of the Malaysian special task force...At that time we all in deep ocean of shock..!!..As he continues he inform us all that needs to know about granpa past...you wont believe what did we all heard at that day...
In short terms....my great granfather who the person i know as ex goverment worker is
a kapten to special battle force unit...during the period the invasion of japan...the riot of communist..
and one the person escort our first prime minister to sign the independent declaration paper...At that my mind almost cannot imagine..him in special task force...because...as i refresh back the life i spend with him..he was not rugged or hardcore person..infact he was a loving,caring oldster..he also dislike war movies and more into love movies...So how the in the world that man said my grandfather is a soldier...
After a long discussion,explanation and answering the question....the conclusion were.... my grandfather hide this secrets to the grave..was to make sure that our famliy were never in harm..because in the old days he didn't just make an enemy at foreign country....so are in domestic....So at that time my mind was refreshing back..that's why he always change the story every times i asked about a few scar and stitch at his body..
The lesson for me at that day was..never judge a book by its cover...!!
P.s: After the funeral i did asked granny if she know about grandpa past...
but she answered it with a smile....
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Saturday 25 June 2011
Thursday 16 June 2011
The Falling Mind.....
Today i and maybe a million more Malaysian today in a grief....why..?
According the today news broadcast....the main title was the death of six month old baby has been
deserted at garbage disposal,founded chopped into 8 bloody pieces......but still missing of the right arms
to been believe being a meal for street dog..
My words toward those that kind of people is monster,killer,butcher,slaughter insomniac, and most
of all airhead.What were they thinking when they was slicing that innocent soul into chunks of meat..?
Turkey,chicken,lamb
Although that we have to look forwards today society,where ignorance can be found anyways...
Among young and old,poor and rich or even the dumb and genius.We forget who we are to our self and others because today our society have been brain wash by bad example from outsider culture..
The way we dressed,eating habit,conversation language and even social boundaries..Speaking about social boundaries it always targeted the teenagers todays...
According the today news broadcast....the main title was the death of six month old baby has been
deserted at garbage disposal,founded chopped into 8 bloody pieces......but still missing of the right arms
to been believe being a meal for street dog..
My words toward those that kind of people is monster,killer,butcher,slaughter insomniac, and most
of all airhead.What were they thinking when they was slicing that innocent soul into chunks of meat..?
Turkey,chicken,lamb
Although that we have to look forwards today society,where ignorance can be found anyways...
Among young and old,poor and rich or even the dumb and genius.We forget who we are to our self and others because today our society have been brain wash by bad example from outsider culture..
The way we dressed,eating habit,conversation language and even social boundaries..Speaking about social boundaries it always targeted the teenagers todays...
Tuesday 14 June 2011
Nightmare of the past,present and future..
Lately i have been dreaming the same dream for the past two weeks...the same image,the same view and the same feeling every times waking up in the morning..
If you were wondering what did i dream about...its about somebody i know in the past..somebody
i want to be at this present...somebody i wish we still together at future.. who is that person..forgive me i cannot tell....
In that dream, imagine the scenery....an open green field so far as you eyes can see..the sky was bigger than any sky you ever watch...the center at that grassy field lies a hill....on that hill there is a the biggest tree you ever seen..double the size of KL Twin Tower.......from the top branch there is something tied to it...a wooden swing....
Under the tree behind the shadow of the leaf...there is a girl next to the swing...facing backwards..
From far distance you heard she was humming...a very familiar tone for me..As i walked to her every step i take somehow getting heavier and heavier by the second....so instead i try to call that mystery person...suddenly the moment i opened my mouth my voice is gone..than my heartbeat beating fast than usual....than i feel suffocated..where my lungs cannot breath...than i was on my knee try to breath..than without any thinking at that moment...i scream with all the strength i have.hoping if she cannot saw me at least she can heard my voice..from far view..i think she noticed my existence...as my heart beating from fast forward its start to disappear and i was lying down on ground..as my eye vision started to blank out.i looked at the beautiful sky...i try reach the sky with my own hands...thinking i can hold the sky with my bare hand..or at least scratching the clouds with my fingers...what a joke...
As my eye started to shut...and my hand was falling down..suddenly a stranger hand.... grabbing my hand... and saying..'the day you started to giving up,is the day you started to die'....at that time my eyes was open wider than ever before.the only thing i can see was besides the hand was her shadow...as she was getting close to my faces..we were seeing eye to eye....than she whispered at me...'wake up otai there much thing for you to do'.....suddenly i started to breath and my heart started to beating again....
Than the next thing...i woke up in the morning....with the headache and cramp at my back...
i stand up next to the window....and noticing the sky was just like in dream..to make it more goosebumps i heard slow humming voice..that it last about ten second..Then with quick phase i jump to the bathroom....
THE END........
If you were wondering what did i dream about...its about somebody i know in the past..somebody
i want to be at this present...somebody i wish we still together at future.. who is that person..forgive me i cannot tell....
In that dream, imagine the scenery....an open green field so far as you eyes can see..the sky was bigger than any sky you ever watch...the center at that grassy field lies a hill....on that hill there is a the biggest tree you ever seen..double the size of KL Twin Tower.......from the top branch there is something tied to it...a wooden swing....
Under the tree behind the shadow of the leaf...there is a girl next to the swing...facing backwards..
From far distance you heard she was humming...a very familiar tone for me..As i walked to her every step i take somehow getting heavier and heavier by the second....so instead i try to call that mystery person...suddenly the moment i opened my mouth my voice is gone..than my heartbeat beating fast than usual....than i feel suffocated..where my lungs cannot breath...than i was on my knee try to breath..than without any thinking at that moment...i scream with all the strength i have.hoping if she cannot saw me at least she can heard my voice..from far view..i think she noticed my existence...as my heart beating from fast forward its start to disappear and i was lying down on ground..as my eye vision started to blank out.i looked at the beautiful sky...i try reach the sky with my own hands...thinking i can hold the sky with my bare hand..or at least scratching the clouds with my fingers...what a joke...
As my eye started to shut...and my hand was falling down..suddenly a stranger hand.... grabbing my hand... and saying..'the day you started to giving up,is the day you started to die'....at that time my eyes was open wider than ever before.the only thing i can see was besides the hand was her shadow...as she was getting close to my faces..we were seeing eye to eye....than she whispered at me...'wake up otai there much thing for you to do'.....suddenly i started to breath and my heart started to beating again....
Than the next thing...i woke up in the morning....with the headache and cramp at my back...
i stand up next to the window....and noticing the sky was just like in dream..to make it more goosebumps i heard slow humming voice..that it last about ten second..Then with quick phase i jump to the bathroom....
THE END........
Midnight Poison...
This unwanted feeling come after i have evening dinner....what do i ate....four packed of instant curry noodle...believe it than denied it...because just think about my class is one period stand for two or three hour....sometimes five hour straight....from morning to afternoon than until evening...
So as conclusion there no chance of cooking a meal...but what about buy some food from college
cafe..Please think logically after five hour straight at some lecture room...the only thing at your mind is one thing...bed...But the weird parts is i heading to the kitchen before heading to bed...
Just to make more interesting at that night...suddenly i woke up....why....the calling of nature...
the calling nature is mixed with the earthquake,hurricane,flood and all natural disaster that you can imagine...without any hesitation i jump from the bed straight to bathroom door.....
To make it worst the bathroom door was locked from inside...so i try the second bathroom...
before i reach it..there sign at the door notified"sory my homies the bowl is out of service"..Then i try
again at third bathroom.....there is another sign' service hour only from 6am untill 6pm'...
At that time you cannot imagine how many words of cursed vocabulary coming from my mouth.
Secondly try ask politely to my friends to see if there have any keys to the bathroom.....
But at that night they all sleeping stone cold....the more i asked them the louder the snoring.....
the harder i try to woke them up the louder the cursed words they said....At that time only god know
my pain misery...
Thirdly is the drastic measure....breaking in..People did says the drastic measure its get,the more stuff you will break...i took the fire extinguisher and ram it straight to the door...the result....i am the one who is been injured...for the door...it is indestructible not even a scratch...
Suddenly i got brain blast....all this time i try to push it..how about if i pull it....the result it works..
maybe the words prefer brains over brawn's does have its advantage.... with the feeling all the mighty and glory...i continue my application as human being.....After finished my duty...i try to plush away all the unneeded materials....again i been beat with a bad luck.....the plush does not contain any water to plush..at that time i released all cursed vocabulary and bad example of hand sign......
The conclusion make sure you brought a bucket of water as a back_up........literally......
P.S: As the morning shine brightly at the next day....then i realized the instant noodle i ate was
OVER_DUE......EXPIRED ABOUT TWO WEEKS....
So as conclusion there no chance of cooking a meal...but what about buy some food from college
cafe..Please think logically after five hour straight at some lecture room...the only thing at your mind is one thing...bed...But the weird parts is i heading to the kitchen before heading to bed...
Just to make more interesting at that night...suddenly i woke up....why....the calling of nature...
the calling nature is mixed with the earthquake,hurricane,flood and all natural disaster that you can imagine...without any hesitation i jump from the bed straight to bathroom door.....
To make it worst the bathroom door was locked from inside...so i try the second bathroom...
before i reach it..there sign at the door notified"sory my homies the bowl is out of service"..Then i try
again at third bathroom.....there is another sign' service hour only from 6am untill 6pm'...
At that time you cannot imagine how many words of cursed vocabulary coming from my mouth.
Secondly try ask politely to my friends to see if there have any keys to the bathroom.....
But at that night they all sleeping stone cold....the more i asked them the louder the snoring.....
the harder i try to woke them up the louder the cursed words they said....At that time only god know
my pain misery...
Thirdly is the drastic measure....breaking in..People did says the drastic measure its get,the more stuff you will break...i took the fire extinguisher and ram it straight to the door...the result....i am the one who is been injured...for the door...it is indestructible not even a scratch...
Suddenly i got brain blast....all this time i try to push it..how about if i pull it....the result it works..
maybe the words prefer brains over brawn's does have its advantage.... with the feeling all the mighty and glory...i continue my application as human being.....After finished my duty...i try to plush away all the unneeded materials....again i been beat with a bad luck.....the plush does not contain any water to plush..at that time i released all cursed vocabulary and bad example of hand sign......
The conclusion make sure you brought a bucket of water as a back_up........literally......
P.S: As the morning shine brightly at the next day....then i realized the instant noodle i ate was
OVER_DUE......EXPIRED ABOUT TWO WEEKS....
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